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We are actually broadcasting live from the safety FM studios in Orlando florida and coming across the multiverse of Safety FM, which is always kind of fun part. But we're also hanging out with our friends at that other place that we hang out at, you know, that place you're being infiltrated radio. Yeah, we're also hanging out with our buds at radio big dot FM. So we are simulcasting right now on safety FM dot com and radio big dot FM. And of course, the Multiverse in the different platforms where we hang out at. So hopefully you had a fantastic weekend. I hope that things that you wanted to do, you at least you were hopefully able to accomplish and so on. So today, of course, we got a lot of information to cover little time. That's the way that it always goes. We're always kind of feeling like we're um a little bit back, a little bit back on what we need to do. But let's start talking right away about the things that we're trending over the weekend because I think that those are going to be very important as we do start talking about those because that's always an important portion of the show. So, let's talk about it. First thing that I'm going to reference is some of the hashtags that we were seeing right away. So the first hashtag that I see as I take a look around and all that kind of fun stuff was hashtag josh. What does it say? What's trending on saturday? As dozens of josh's armed with pool doodles? Battle over the Lincoln airpark in Lincoln Nebraska to determine the one true josh. The winner was a four year old josh Vince er junior. The event raised money for local Children's hospital and also served as a canned foot good drive so there you go. So some fun at least being had in regards of uh trying to get that moving and grooving. So Elon musk land into the top 10 tweets over the weekend after it was announced that he will be hosting an upcoming episode of saturday Night Live, He will be joined by Miley. Cyrus is a musical guest. Twitterverse was not thrilled with the announcement with the comments including cancel this episode. Now just delete the post. Say it was a funny joke how Miley do a double duty and never entertained the idea of the horrendously stupid of the stupid again. And I know sNL is bad but I didn't realize it was that bad. More details later on of course as we will talk about it a little bit more because you know I don't understand why people are losing it already. The thing hasn't even happened yet when people already going no no no no. So I don't know some interesting things as we are talking always and moving Of course. Uh let's see family and friends gathered saturday night to honor D. M. X. At a memorial in Brooklyn twitter was flooded with tweets about the event landed. DMX hashtag DMX memorial hashtag DMX funeral hashtag DMX forever. The top trending tweets so there you go. The next another hashtag that was making the sequence of events was hashtag the next big plague will be was trending on sunday morning including on mars the human variant flying monday's escape from oz swarms of unrelenting snowflakes out of the ruined my day. The return of Bieber hair buggy fever and lockdown babies. Fans block fans flocked to twitter on sunday to send birthday wishes to Al pacino, the actor turned 81. Also another hashtag because you know that this happened last night was the Oscars was trending on sunday as the 93rd Academy Award fans use the hashtag in post discussing their favorite films were up for big awards. While some share the hashtag in post about the about previous Oscars more about that later on. But let's get you to our friends at the feature of the story of the news because they have some things to say. Once they're done, we'll come back and talk some more extended news day. Yes. Extended news day. Take a listen. Here is the news of our safety show from feature story news in London. I'm Ali. Barrett countries around the world are stepping up to help India is it's COVID-19 crisis intensifies. The us and UK have pledged to send medical supplies urgently. The country's healthcare infrastructure is struggling. As asian Gerg reports from New Delhi, President joe biden and Prime Minister Boris johnson are sending crucial drugs and ventilators to India at a time when dozens have died due to oxygen shortage. In just the past few days, authorities here are setting up field hospitals but they are shot on life saving drugs such as Remdesivir. New Delhi has welcomed the help from its allies, but experts say it will not be enough. They're urging the government to impose strict lockdowns in urban centers and test suspected carriers of the virus aggressively India recorded more than 350,000 cases of COVID-19 on Sunday. But analysts believe the peak is still three weeks away Singapore and Hong Kong will open up quarantine free travel between the two cities beginning on 26 May. The travel bubble was delayed from November after a rice in COVID-19 infections in Hong Kong claims of sleeves and impropriety are swirling around the UK government. Although Downing Street says it's focused on the response to Covid 19. Number 10 has been rocked by claims from former advisor Dominic cummings, including allegations about Prime Minister Boris johnson's refurbishment of his Downing Street flat. The opposition Labour Party says there must be a full inquiry. Defense Secretary Ben Wallace says the Prime Minister's focus is elsewhere. We're getting into the sort of comedy chapter now of these gossip and uh stories and an unnamed sources by unnamed advisers talking about unnamed events. You know, look, i none of this is serious. The Prime Minister has has been utterly focused on delivering alongside cabinet colleagues the response to Covid, whether that's managing the hospitals, Nomad Land has won Best Picture Oscar at the 93rd Academy Awards. Director Chloe Zhao's movie starring Frances McDormand won over academy voters with its depiction of drifters in the american west, who were largely played by untrained actus iris spitzer. Reports from Los Angeles know Madeleine was the night's big winner at a ceremony that was much smaller than usual due to coronavirus restrictions. And the Oscar goes to, yeah, Nomad Land. The film took home three Oscars including the Best Actress Award for Frances McDormand and the Best Director Prize for Chloe Zhao, the chinese filmmaker, became just the second woman ever to win in that category after Kathryn Bigelow in 2010, in the night's biggest surprise, Anthony Hopkins beat out the late Chadwick Boseman in the best actor category for his work in the film, The Father from Bureaus Worldwide. This is FsN with FSN spotlight. I'm Simon Marks, we're going to continue putting the focus on the Covid 19 crisis in India over the next few days as the world begins the process of racing aid and ventilators to a country that only recently was giving vaccines away to other nations believing it had avoided the worst of the pandemic today. Dr Gora does hospital manager at Hope Foundation in Calcutta, Which operates to COVID-19 Wards, both of them filled to capacity like so many health care professionals in the country. He can't believe what he's seeing. It is really very bad. Like as of today, within last 24 hours, we have more than 249 1000 cases. More than 2, 2007 and 67 people died. Countrywide, I'm afraid the actual figure might be actually way more because the long queues outside the crematorium and the burial ground tell you a different story and on top of that there's lack of beds and most of the hospitals and there's a massive, still accused shortage of oxygen. There are hospitals, private hospitals and others where they had to in fact makeshift or in the car parking lot in the lobby. And in an extraordinary weekend move the government of Prime Minister Narendra modi ordered social media companies to take down posts critical of its handling of the pandemic with FSN spotlight. I'm Simon Marks and to recap the top stories countries around the world are stepping up to help India as its Covid 19 crisis intensifies. Singapore and Hong kong will open up quarantine free travel between the two cities starting in May, Claims have sleeves and impropriety are swelling around the UK government with downing street saying it's focused on the response to COVID-19 and nomad land has won Best Picture Oscar at the 93rd academy Awards. That's the latest feature story. News Ali Barrett reporting. Safety never sounded so terrible rated r safety show. I spend a lot of time in the backyard and I'm the center of attention at summer barbecues. In 96 I made some of the tastiest smores and at oh nine it was me your backyard fire pit that accidentally started a wildfire when a summer breeze carried one of my embers into some dry brush spark a change not a wildfire visit. Smokey Bear dot com brought to you by the U. S. Forest Service, your state forester and the ad council only. 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Cause that's always important as we start talking and moving around and all that kind of fun stuff. So let's take it from the very top. Over 50,000 people attended a massive rock concert in New Zealand over the weekend as the island Nation has been declared. Covid Free, Baby Covid Free. The band 6 60 played its final, it's finale on saturday or it's fine. Yeah, it's final on saturday. It was the biggest stadium, making it the largest concert in the world since the beginning of the pandemic. The news. New Zealand stamped out the pandemic in just 100 days. Um, last year after seven weeks of the national stay at home order by mid May, most of the countries was back in operating pre covid levels according to the reports published in the New Zealand Journal of Medicine. Only 26 people have died of covid of covid in the country. Um of about five million. So there you go. That is where our friends from the learning of the Learning, Oh my God, the practice of learning team podcast comes from. So interesting to see. So let's eat 50,000 people. That's that's pretty interesting. I mean think about it here. I think the biggest event that we've heard of or biggest event that has not had social distancing that we've had in the U. S so far was over the weekend in Jacksonville florida. The UFC put on a sporting event that had over 15,000 people in attendance with no social distancing inside of there. So interesting to see that things are coming back to some average of normal or some lover of normal. So there you go. So let's continue talking. As of Sunday over 228.6 million COVID vaccines have been administered nationwide. Over 94.7 million Americans have been fully vaccinated, while more than 139.9 million have received at least one job, according to the CDC, the total number of competitive cases is just over 31.8 million with over for 568,900 deaths attributed to the virus. So what do you think about it? I know, I know, I know it is the, the, the virus in the vaccines and all this stuff that we continue to talk about on a daily portion. I mean think about it real quick two years ago. You know, pandemic was, oh yeah. What, what is, what's the big deal? But now we're looking at all these things that are taking place. So we need to start having more of the combo. We need to start talking more about what is going on that's for sure. So think about it for a brief moment as we are talking about this. Because here's the thing. As we decide to move forward with this and decided to have the conversation, it's gonna come up again and again and again and again. What are you gonna do? Are you going to get vaccinated? Are gonna wait. What you gonna do? It's your choice. That's the fun part about the whole thing as we do continue talking about. Okay, so let's continue. Let's continue. Let's continue. Let's continue. A pair of Hungary delinquent broke into an indiana Dennis twice on the same night, the two identified these first broke into the Evansville location around two am on Wednesday morning, the two men went into the kitchen and prepared some eggs, scarf them down and then left. Not even an hour later, they decided to return to the joint, prepare another helping of eggs. According to the Evansville Police Department. An employee of the eatery arrived to the scene and confronted the egg eating bandits who fled the location after the police were called the duo. If the duo is caught, they face charges of theft and criminal trespassing. So there you go. The egg bandits, That's, that's what we got here. The egg bandits, you are listening to something. You're listening to the rated R safety show. Okay. A japanese man has been arrested on suspicion of fraud after dating 35 women at the same time in order to get get lots of birthday gifts. Yeah, this is not a joke. This was making a sequence of events over the weekend. Uh, tax a Sochi Mig Ottawa, 39 Malaysians. He gave each of the women a different date from his supposed birthday after telling that he wanted to be in a serious relationship. It is believed that he received over $1000 in cards presence and from women. Eventually, some of the ladies became privy to the game and formed a victims association before going to the police in February. He was, so if being arrested by the way, his real birthday is believed to be November the 13th. Uh, what people will do for some things Anyways, some interesting times. I don't, I don't even know what to tell you about that one. I mean I look at it and I go, uh, some people don't even want to admit to their birthdays, but hey, this guy's going around telling what 35 women that's interesting. Uh, Nearly five million americans have skipped out on the second dose of the COVID-19 vaccine, according to the federal health Statistics. While more than half of those who are aged 18 or older and the US have received the initial dose of the vaccine, uh, fewer than 30% have been fully vaccinated. Part of the gap is that due to 3 to 4 weeks weight between the doses. But the size is able to chunk is due to the people skipping the second jab. The CDC reports that many americans fear that reported flu like side effects from the follow up poke while they believe that they have enough immunity from the first shot. Also, they are of the vaccine charges to consider. Uh, I don't know, I mean, here's the thing. So I, you know, a lot of the stuff that you hear about this and I'm just referencing what you hear. A lot of people have said, hey, when I got the second dose, I had flu like vaccine or flu like vaccine, flu like symptoms that were caused after it. Hey, whatever to each their own of course and it varies from person to person. But people, a lot of people have said that or at least communicated that. So my question becomes this and this is just a question. If somebody who was fully vaccinated, I was told that they just as a question was told that they could forego wearing a mask, would that be an incentive enough for people to want to get the second vaccine? Now? I'm just asking Or the second administrator, the 2nd 2nd jab, whatever the hell you want to call it. But what do you think people would say? Would they be open to the idea of wanting to get the second poke? I'm just asking. I'm just asking the question. Not starting trying to start anything up. What did he just say we have safety If I don't always agree with the viewpoints of our husband guests. Now back to real safety talk on safety. FM. Okay. Let's continue talking a little bit. The six ft role when it comes to proper social distancing is inadequate. According to a new study from the massachusetts Institute of Technology, also known as M. I. T. Professors martin present and josh Bush, was he? That was the end of the josh wars that we were talking about earlier anyways found that people who maintain six ft of distance indoors are no more protected if they were 60 ft. Uh If they were 60 ft apart, even with the mask on the peer reviewed study published by the Proceedings of the National Academy of Science of the United States of America examined factors such as time spent indoor air filtration in circulation, immunization invariants, strands, basins and Bush who both teach applied mathematics, deducted that many spaces that have been shut down. In fact, don't don't need to be as distance in such and such so much uh as this is not so much the issue, distances so much not the issue, but rather time spent inside. The pair also noted the lack of necessity for wearing mask outdoors as infected air would be uh swept away are very unlikely cause of transmission. So what do you think about this? This is definitely coming out of M. I. T. So that does change some things, of course. Right away here we go. Here I do here uh here a lot of why I get the vaccine if I have to wear a mask anyways. So maybe no mass incentive would would work. Thank you. Mr Brent. So I mean there's a lot of stuff to think about when it comes to the whole vaccination thing. I mean because here's the thing as we talk about the vaccine and we talk about moving forward, we're going to have to start changing some of the things regardless. And I mean you can call it bounce forward, you can call it bounced back. I have a whole other spiel that I have about that. But those are some of the things that we need to start thinking about because what is incentive for people that are getting it and keep in mind it is still an emergency release vaccine. We at safety FM are not responsible for what this idiot behind the microphone is saying is trying to be entertaining rated R. Safety show. A Cincinnati Ohio bar owner says that he will not show another NBA game until the Los Angeles Lakers star Lebron James is expelled from the league. J. Lineman made a declaration On his big bar Facebook page the same day that James was accused of inciting violence for his post about the about Columbus officers involved in the shooting of the death of the 16 year old James on uh James and Ohio native saw saw a tweet about the story and fired back writing. Ah damn. I was headed there to watch our game tonight and have a drink. Well. So there you go. So I don't know. There's some things to think about here. So I mean, let's be realistic, the guy's gonna get, I don't know if he's going to get him expelled but hey we'll definitely have to talk about it. But that some things to think about if you're not gonna play anymore NBA games on your Bar city. It depends if you know if Ohio is a big NBA town. I don't know if they are. I don't know if they are. I don't watch enough sports. I only watch full contact sports for the most part if I'm gonna watch any kind of sporting event. So I mean there seems to be like a lot of drama in basketball anyways. Uh You know where some guy barely gets tapped and uh he's flopping all over the place. Listen to our host of the rated R. Safety self implode on our airwaves. Only on safety. FM. Uh Let's continue. I don't know is this a good time to mention it. Let's mention this because we haven't mentioned it yet. Let's bring this up real quick. Don't we have something to play? I think we do hold on, we got something to play with this one. So this is an event that's coming up. Let's tell you a little bit more about it. Have you ever sat back and ask yourself that question, Who is in your corner? Well, that's what we're all about. On May the 18th at safety Day 2021 presented by the A. C. F. S come to the event on May the 18th at the Rosen Plaza Hotel in Orlando florida. There will be world renowned speaker, speaking about this. 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F. S. Event of safety day 2021. Uh, so there you go. If you want to come and hang out, do some things. Uh, we never know what kind of kind of stuff can come about as we're doing that. Oh, before I forget, yeah, we forgot to put the QR code back up. And by the way, just in case you don't know where the QR code leads. This is where it leads. I am not speaking at any safety conference or expo between September the 13th and 15th. I forget about putting this thing up. This is a sign we made a couple of weeks ago we started seeing some people posting some things inside of the world of of social media saying on how they were speaking at some events. So we wanted everybody to feel included. So that's what we came up with. That's what we came up with right there. If you're not able to see it, you can actually go to our website safety FM dot com forward slash I am not. Yes, that's for safety. FM dot com forward slash I am not. And if you want to have a sign and you know, posted on your social media about what you're not doing so on those particular dates. Okay, 25 minutes past the top of the hour, let's continue talking a little bit more. A pause of the johnson and johnson code vaccine has been lifted. Dr Francis Collins, The head of the National Institute of Health said the blood clotting issue sounds scary but are usually extremely rare, in about 1000 times less likely than experiencing internal bleeding from taking aspirin. When asked about the dis appropriate effect on women Collins said you are less likely as a woman taking of what you are less. Hold on, you are less likely as a woman taking the J and J to have this blood clotting problem than it is to get stuck in. Uh get struck by lightning next year. White. Right, Okay. But that was the thing. Remember we talked about this. It was six cases at the time out of 7.5 million injections and we determined that it was .00008. And there was a small pause for the cause as that was actually taking place. Anyways to continue talking to SpaceX's crew dragon capsule has launched from the Kennedy Space center on friday docked on the international Space station early saturday bringing with ford. Who astronauts. Sheriff, Kimber, Megan, McArthur thomas pesce quick And a hold on. Akihito. Akihito Hoshide. Yeah, let's, I'm willing to bet and butcher any of those names were welcomed aboard the iss by fellow astronauts who have been stationed. Therefore, since, well, hold on, have been stationed there since november. Uh, november. The newcomers will be replacing Michael Hopkins, victor, glover, Shannon walker, Sochi Deguchi. And what else? What else have we got here? Who are expected to head back to Earth midweek. So there you go. Uh, that is some some interesting things. Of course India is getting rocked and I'm sure they would be grateful for the johnson and johnson vaccine. Oh, yeah, I agree with you. I mean, especially after talking about that this morning. All right. At least our friends over here at feature story news. Talking about it. Anyways, continue talking. So, let's see, interesting. I mean, that of course I'm gonna tell you for where I actually live in florida. Hold on florida. Um I'm close enough that I can actually see all these, all these launches when they do occur and I can't drive. Just just inkling more down the road. Um and be able to see it the way that you would want to see it. Let's just put it to you that way. Um So it's kind of interesting on when they do take off at all and all that kind of fun stuff because it's not that far down the road. Okay, so let's continue talking. A storm A Storm Trooper statue was stolen nearly three weeks ago has been returned. The Star Wars figurines which stood guard outside the blasted past retro video game store and Long Island was located at a home in wonder chick last week, according to the owner, Richard Mcwilliams, The man who has the statue purchased without knowing it was stolen. Once he became aware of the situation, he turned it over to the police. Meanwhile, the suspected thief career. So Savio Hold on Theresa Savage. Oh that's what it is. 34 was arrested for stealing the statue and now is charged for petty larceny. A stormtrooper. Really a stormtrooper out of all the damn things to steal in your life. A stormtrooper, really more sarcastic mortal kombat beat. Downgraded safety show. Here is our main story on the radio safety show. Okay, so let's start talking about some other things going on inside of this world of ours. Uh I want to I want to talk about this because it is a lovely monday. It is a lovely monday. So we should talk about this some more. I wasn't supposed to. Yeah, let's think about that real quick. Think about how you get to work day in and day out and you get to do these things and some of these great and lovely organizations and let's kind of go through the path. You get to take a look depending on where you're located inside of the organization. Of this was something that was happening. This is something that I got to see. This was something I got to understand. This is something that management told me. This is something that the board told me. This is something that some of the employees told me. This is something that some of the team members told me. You're getting the point here, you were told the light. So based on some of this knowledge base that you have received throughout the years from these different segments, you have been able to move forward and move up. But here's the fun part when you take a look at how things were supposed to work out, you are not supposed to you're not supposed to make it into these places that you have, you are not supposed to receive this information that people are telling you now. You are not supposed to do a lot of things. But guess what buddy, you're there now and you weren't supposed to be and now we're talking a different thing. This was not supposed to be where I was supposed to ending or ending up now. Think about this for a brief moment as I'm talking about this, you can put whatever narrative on there as you want. I wasn't supposed to in a good way. I wasn't supposed to in a bad way take whichever one you want as we go down this, I was not supposed to make it where I am at today, inside of this organization. So here's the thing if you weren't supposed to make it and this is a place that you're at and he wanted to be now, what now? What are you going to do? Because listen, sometimes when we take a look at that road that we travel to make it to that point to where you are or you're at currently, you can look at the suck. Ege, that was down that road. Yeah. Because let's be honest, there are portions of the journey that suck. There are portions of the journey that are not great. Let's be realistic. I hate when people like to sit back and give a lot of that bullshit where they want to talk and go, oh, don't think bad has happened to me the whole time. Okay. But think about this. So you made it into a spot where all the odds were against you, All the odds that said you weren't supposed to be there and you made it so now that you've seen the level of suck ege, that was out there before you made it to where you're at, what are you going to do now to change it? What are you going to do for that journey? If it's inside of an organization, If it's inside of a path that you took, that you know that there are things that you can be done better, what are you gonna do now? Because let's talk about it, there is a lot of stuff that has to be done to make it to certain portions, inside of a work environment, inside of an organization and it be an entry level to the highest level, depending on how you want to take a look at it. There is a journey to the everyone's story to get them there. So now that you've made it, what are you going to do to help, to assist? To make it better? Think about that for a moment, I get so hung up when I'm talking to people and I look around and it's the protection I have to protect my spot. I have to protect what is going on because I can't let other people know exactly what I did to get there. And that's the fun part because I don't understand that I've always looked at it is that if I show you what I know, especially when I'm inside of an organization that might put me into a better position to move up. But we get so hung up sometimes where that's not what we want to do. Now let's look at the reverse the reverse side here for a brief moment. What if you're in a position where you never wanted to be in? Let's talk about, I am not supposed to be here because this is not what I want. What are you going to do to make it better? I speak to thousands of people on weekly basis on a weekly basis. This is what occurs, not bragging, but I'm talking here and this is the part that I don't understand. If you don't like what you're doing and you're in somewhere where you're not supposed to be, what are you gonna do to change it? What are you going to do to move forward? What are you gonna do to make it better? We're talking about when the good side of the things that you wanted to do on about? Hey, there was some suck ege there on regards of getting to where you want to be on the good portion. So when you're on the portion of going down the path, this is not what I wanted. Let's talk about this for a moment. If you're in a spot right now where you didn